you made me like this. because of you i am having difficulties opening up to people. i hate being inferior to you. i hate this. every single time any guy were to give me long sweet texts, i would end up being angry at them for saying those phrases. it was because you once filled me with loving texts and made me believe it was all true. you made me believe they had a meaning to me. you made me believe every single shit you sent me. and now? now i can't even progress to have a proper relationship without me fucking things up. screw you.